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     * Lego Company [sends an email](/threads/2019-08-29-the-lego-group-unauthorized-use-of-the-lego-group-intellectual-property-kiwifarms-net-case-652509.60303/).  
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     * We're back on DDG, Bing, Yahoo, Qwant et al after they've [re-indexed Kiwi Farms](/threads/duckduckgo-has-blocked-kiwi-farms.60111/), recognizing our territorial soverignty and international charters.
     * Finally, a [good fuckin' mailbag](/threads/2019-09-02-jayden-desino-harassment-in-my-youtube-comments-and-thread-issue.60455/). (Update: They've sent me [their own IC3 report](/attachments/b7dafe47-fd44-482d-9c41-749bb079ff74-page-001-jpg.919920/) where they told the FBI I called them a retard.)
   
   
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 Maybe it was like, 2017ish? I started drnking like every day that year.
 
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 I was directed to a recovery program. No thanks, I already went to high school
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 I'd much rather end up freezing to death in a ditch than getting locked in a
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 Good! Keep trying, don't give up. I'd like to read some of your writing if you
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 38 minutes ago
 
 I've kind of started drinking probably too often. Not that I'm trying to fall
 down a hole, it's just that I still like getting fucked up and playing vidya,
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 (RIP MXE)
 
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 37 minutes ago
 
 By the way, that freezing to death story is not an exaggeration, I knew a guy
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 I've heard that's not particularly uncommon
 
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 He got a free 12-pack every week and probably spent the majority of his pay
 check on booze. After a cold snap the cops found him dead in his lean-to under
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 Oh, I was thinking more of people who freeze walking home
 
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 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), different
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 He apparently dressed and acted sane enough that nobody knew he was homeless
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 I think I've gone soft
 
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 If you have seen the quality of mental health in this place, you'd be drinking
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 Is eating cockles for breakfast a bad idea?
 
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 Probably better than having beer for breakfast like I am.
 
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 30 minutes ago
 
 I'd kill for some vodka and peach schnapps, ngl. Been making cocktails lately.
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 30 minutes ago
 
 Oh yeah, also on the mental health front, a few people I know managed to go
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 They have turned into complete emotional wrecks. Like, sobbing every day for
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 no weed? all my wat
 
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 I had a relative over recently and a good two hours of it was just waiting
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 for no reason?
 
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 28 minutes ago
 
 My response to that stressful situation was to just buy another 12 pack.
 
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 27 minutes ago
 
 There are "reasons" for the attacks such as stress and some horrible shit that
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 27 minutes ago
 
 you sure the addiction and all the hassle that comes with it isn't making them
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 27 minutes ago
 
 Mine is hidden quite well from them.
 
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 lol humble high functioning brag
 
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 26 minutes ago
 
 People generally fail to notice when I'm drunk in the daytime, they think i'm
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 26 minutes ago
 
 reliance on alcohol usually means someone isn't mentally well anyway. Alcohol
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 Bridge hobo hid it well too though lol
 
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 I agree, but the alternatives seem quite disturbing to me.
 
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 25 minutes ago
 
 usually if someone drops it it's a good idea for them to use therapy or
 something to deal with whatever it was that led them into addiction and self-
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 [@Rio](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/17/), agree
 
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 because just going clean usually only fixes half the problem
 
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 25 minutes ago
 
 it doesn't fix why someone became an alcoholic in the first place
 
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 25 minutes ago
 
 so it becomes too easy to relapse
 
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 25 minutes ago
 
 but that's just what I think
 
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 24 minutes ago
 
 Yeah bridge hobo should have a plaque or something to show people that our
 mental health system is so fucked he just quietly accepted his fate and let
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 24 minutes ago
 
 Stress from work?
 
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 deal with the feels, don't numb, you bum! Unless it's anal feels, then numb
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 He wasn't on drug or anything either that I know of, he just got wasted in his
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 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/), first time you ve left me
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 [@Hortator](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/7331/), sure it is
 
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 My point is I'm not in a hurry to quit drinking myself to death if I'm gonna
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 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/), well, there was that time I
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 People already think I'm enough of a tard as it is.
 
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 Very good skeleton, almost completely intact
 
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 22 minutes ago
 
 if you'd turn into a sobbing wreck without booze, you need to fix that without
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 Local doctors here lean heavily on the "Suck it up" method of psychology due
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 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), doctors here
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 Here is basically recovery program or suck it up.
 
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 Or become bridge hobo.
 
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 18 minutes ago
 
 DIY it. Write about how detox feels, if you can't hold a cup or a pen through
 any shakes, have some first aid (small drink, only one) until you aren't
 shaking. Keep at it, lower amounts and extend days between drinking. You can
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 18 minutes ago
 
 if you think not drinking will turn you into a crying wreck, there's some
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 ^ this
 
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 I have managed to stop drinking for brief spells. I have episodes where I just
 stare at things and feel the onset of sobbing attacks, so whatever my
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 Yeah, alcoholism. Most will sob and have emotional/mood issues when sobering
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 Back before I drank I used to deal with it by getting monumentally pissed off
 and abusive. For whatever reason that simply won't return when I'm sober, so I
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 and you want that back? you obviously have issues with emotional regulation.
 Work on those and it will get easier. Drink/drugs won't help though
 
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 I suspect if I was more physically fit I'd be one of those kinds of people
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 Yes I want that anger and controlling behavior back, it gave me a sense of
 agency and made people stay the fuck out of my way. Now I'm like, helpless. It
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 why can't you connect with people?
 
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 you do fine in chat
 
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 I find them horrendously simple-minded.
 
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 I'm not even what I would consider a smart person.
 
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 what makes people as a whole simple minded?
 
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 isnt therapy super easy to get in murica
 
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 Like, smart people are nuclear physicists or chemists and shit. But most
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 [@Melchett](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/61/), I always thought it'd be easier
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 You can get therapy over here it just hasn't evolved since the 1960s.
 
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 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), do you think
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 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/) No, I actually think in kind
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 I mean you spoke pretty highly of bridge hobo
 
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 gradients are so 2000s
 
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 SPECTRUM is where it's at
 
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 I never knew bridge hobo personally, I just know he represents a problem I'm
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 Or rather, he was the victim of a larger menace I'm now dealing with.
 
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 Therapy is so clumsy though. I can't just tell myself something to change my
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 Like, can people really do that? Just have a thought and have it change their
 perspective? Does that work for anyone?
 
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 ww2 media is boring
 
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 I've tried lying to therapists, not lying to therapists, the results are
 generally the same.
 
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 yes i would love to see 5 hitler documentaries in a row
 
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 4 minutes ago
 
 so you sympathise/empathise with him since you're having similar struggles.
 But he wasn't an intellectual genius of reknown, y'know. Therapy can be hit an
 miss but it's usually hard work. Like you say, changing a thought process or a
 core belief can seem impossible. It isn't -our brains are incredibly malleable
 and pathways change all the time
 
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 They have a checklist of treatments they are compelled to go through to
 protect themselves from legal action. So the process is slow, excrutiating and
 ultimately pointless.
 
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 [@maaliktheprisonguard](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/36417/), only when there
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 2 minutes ago
 
 The trouble with changing any of my ways of thinking is that you must actually
 convince me to change my mind. I need evidence and often further information,
 I can't just read some poems and talk positively, nothing happens. Actually in
 those cases I feel even worse afterwards.
 
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 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), lying to
 therapists after struggling to get a therapist suggests you're far more
 comfortable being unwell than you would be to solve your problem
 
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 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/) It was more a period of
 experimentation to see if I could manipulate them to get better results. They
 acted precisely the same as when I'd been perfectly honest to them.
 
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 if you think everyone you talk to is simple minded and banal, maybe the
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 The system is very bureaucratic, they have a checklist.
 
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 just throwing that out there
 
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 a frontal lobe lobatomy would prob be good
 
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 A moment ago
 
 usually when someone thinks something is everyone else's problem, it's just
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 A moment ago
 
 Are you afraid of getting well, re-engaging with your passion only to find
 that you're nothing special or even -gasp- mediocre at it? You don't have to
 be the best, or a genius to find meaning and happiness in your life
 
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 [@Orth](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/13596/) Maybe a cranial lead injection
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