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  what the hell is kiwifarms and why these ppl so disrespect 
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 categorized them for you.  
   
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     * Lego Company [sends an email](/threads/2019-08-29-the-lego-group-unauthorized-use-of-the-lego-group-intellectual-property-kiwifarms-net-case-652509.60303/).  
 (Update: They've officiated a [DMCA takedown notice](/threads/2019-08-29-the-
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 net-case-652509.60303/post-5250463) to 1776hosting.)  
 (Update #2: They've sent me [another, identical complaint](/threads/2019-08-29
 -the-lego-group-unauthorized-use-of-the-lego-group-intellectual-property-
 kiwifarms-net-case-652509.60303/post-5276312).)
 
     * We're back on DDG, Bing, Yahoo, Qwant et al after they've [re-indexed Kiwi Farms](/threads/duckduckgo-has-blocked-kiwi-farms.60111/), recognizing our territorial soverignty and international charters.
     * Finally, a [good fuckin' mailbag](/threads/2019-09-02-jayden-desino-harassment-in-my-youtube-comments-and-thread-issue.60455/). (Update: They've sent me [their own IC3 report](/attachments/b7dafe47-fd44-482d-9c41-749bb079ff74-page-001-jpg.919920/) where they told the FBI I called them a retard.)
   
   
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     * Alec Holowka [has killed himself](/threads/zoe-quinn-chelsea-van-valkenburg-locke-valentine-unburntwitch-primeape-crashoverride.14263/post-5257942) after being accused of sex abuse by Zoe Quinn.
     * Lowtax [gives a shoutout](/threads/richard-lowtax-kyanka.1222/post-5268022).
     * Local swamp monster [Brianna Wu was with Cenk "The Armenian Genocide Didn't Happen" Uygur on TYT](/threads/2019-aug-27-brianna-wus-appearance-on-the-young-turks.60490/).
   
   
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     * Everyone working on DBZ just had [Funimation audio leaks](/threads/funimation-audio-leaks.60342/).
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 33 minutes ago
 
 many artists I know lose their passion for art if it becomes their job/sole
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 32 minutes ago
 
 I wish I could get paid to do something I enjoy.
 
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 32 minutes ago
 
 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), Wait, you're
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 32 minutes ago
 
 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), you have to
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 31 minutes ago
 
 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/) If I got paid to drink I'd
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 30 minutes ago
 
 I write though. Well, I used to write fairly consistently, its been hard
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 30 minutes ago
 
 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), if we split
 the money, we'd both live (painfully riddled with cirrhosis) but we'd live
 
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 28 minutes ago
 
 The sad part is the relatively short portion of my life where I was hammered
 basically all the time was actually pretty enjoyable and I'd be perfectly
 willing to do it again if I had the money.
 
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 28 minutes ago
 
 drunk networking ideas
 
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 27 minutes ago
 
 Ohhh, yeah. Can't relate. At all. Honest.
 
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 27 minutes ago
 
 My ideal retirement is getting to kick back and drink brandy all day long.
 Maybe hire a hot chick to bring me a new bottle when I need one.
 
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 25 minutes ago
 
 drunk networking ideas: fuck this shit i can just static route the whole thing
 
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 25 minutes ago
 
 I'm actually trying to puzzle out when giving up on life became my actual goal
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 24 minutes ago
 
 drunk networking ideas: drink isn't cutting it. Cocaine Anonymous, you say?
 Finna get a plug!
 
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 23 minutes ago
 
 Maybe it was like, 2017ish? I started drnking like every day that year.
 
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 23 minutes ago
 
 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), get some help
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 23 minutes ago
 
 [@Spl00gies](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/23299/) Update on that actually, I
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 23 minutes ago
 
 I was directed to a recovery program. No thanks, I already went to high school
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 22 minutes ago
 
 I'd much rather end up freezing to death in a ditch than getting locked in a
 cage with a bunch of drug addicts again.
 
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 22 minutes ago
 
 Good! Keep trying, don't give up. I'd like to read some of your writing if you
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 22 minutes ago
 
 I've kind of started drinking probably too often. Not that I'm trying to fall
 down a hole, it's just that I still like getting fucked up and playing vidya,
 and I don't want to be stoned all the time anymore, and it's been a few years
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 22 minutes ago
 
 (RIP MXE)
 
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 21 minutes ago
 
 By the way, that freezing to death story is not an exaggeration, I knew a guy
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 21 minutes ago
 
 I've heard that's not particularly uncommon
 
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 21 minutes ago
 
 He got a free 12-pack every week and probably spent the majority of his pay
 check on booze. After a cold snap the cops found him dead in his lean-to under
 a bridge somewhere.
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 20 minutes ago
 
 Oh, I was thinking more of people who freeze walking home
 
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 20 minutes ago
 
 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), different
 help, doesn't have to be a substance abuse thing, I don't think they're
 helpful unless you've multiple addictions with co-morbid complications. It's
 usually only helpful if it's court ordered and no voluntary. Too easy to
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 He apparently dressed and acted sane enough that nobody knew he was homeless
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 19 minutes ago
 
 that's sad
 
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 18 minutes ago
 
 I think I've gone soft
 
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 18 minutes ago
 
 If you have seen the quality of mental health in this place, you'd be drinking
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 18 minutes ago
 
 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), same here tbh
 
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 17 minutes ago
 
 Is eating cockles for breakfast a bad idea?
 
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 16 minutes ago
 
 Probably better than having beer for breakfast like I am.
 
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 14 minutes ago
 
 I'd kill for some vodka and peach schnapps, ngl. Been making cocktails lately.
 Later, maybe...
 
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 14 minutes ago
 
 Oh yeah, also on the mental health front, a few people I know managed to go
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 They have turned into complete emotional wrecks. Like, sobbing every day for
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 no weed? all my wat
 
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 I had a relative over recently and a good two hours of it was just waiting
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 12 minutes ago
 
 for no reason?
 
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 12 minutes ago
 
 My response to that stressful situation was to just buy another 12 pack.
 
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 12 minutes ago
 
 There are "reasons" for the attacks such as stress and some horrible shit that
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 11 minutes ago
 
 you sure the addiction and all the hassle that comes with it isn't making them
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 11 minutes ago
 
 Mine is hidden quite well from them.
 
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 lol humble high functioning brag
 
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 10 minutes ago
 
 People generally fail to notice when I'm drunk in the daytime, they think i'm
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 10 minutes ago
 
 reliance on alcohol usually means someone isn't mentally well anyway. Alcohol
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 Bridge hobo hid it well too though lol
 
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 I agree, but the alternatives seem quite disturbing to me.
 
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 usually if someone drops it it's a good idea for them to use therapy or
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 [@Rio](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/17/), agree
 
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 9 minutes ago
 
 because just going clean usually only fixes half the problem
 
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 9 minutes ago
 
 it doesn't fix why someone became an alcoholic in the first place
 
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 so it becomes too easy to relapse
 
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 9 minutes ago
 
 but that's just what I think
 
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 9 minutes ago
 
 Yeah bridge hobo should have a plaque or something to show people that our
 mental health system is so fucked he just quietly accepted his fate and let
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 9 minutes ago
 
 Stress from work?
 
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 deal with the feels, don't numb, you bum! Unless it's anal feels, then numb
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 He wasn't on drug or anything either that I know of, he just got wasted in his
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 [@Hortator](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/7331/), sure it is
 
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 My point is I'm not in a hurry to quit drinking myself to death if I'm gonna
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 People already think I'm enough of a tard as it is.
 
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 Very good skeleton, almost completely intact
 
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 if you'd turn into a sobbing wreck without booze, you need to fix that without
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 Local doctors here lean heavily on the "Suck it up" method of psychology due
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 [@Locomotive Derangement](https://kiwifarms.pl/members/37821/), doctors here
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 Here is basically recovery program or suck it up.
 
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 Or become bridge hobo.
 
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 DIY it. Write about how detox feels, if you can't hold a cup or a pen through
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 shaking. Keep at it, lower amounts and extend days between drinking. You can
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 if you think not drinking will turn you into a crying wreck, there's some
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 ^ this
 
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 I have managed to stop drinking for brief spells. I have episodes where I just
 stare at things and feel the onset of sobbing attacks, so whatever my
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 Yeah, alcoholism. Most will sob and have emotional/mood issues when sobering
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 Back before I drank I used to deal with it by getting monumentally pissed off
 and abusive. For whatever reason that simply won't return when I'm sober, so I
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